“Well I made it through Copehead last fight therapy session. Not only did I outperform him, but some weird guy, hell I don’t even know what his name was or why he was involving himself in there that night. I decided to come back to the dingy walls of this place early. After finding out that there was a new doctor here, I wanted to set up a meeting with her. She seemed nice and truly wanting to help the other folks here. Maybe she will be able to help me figure this shit out going through my head about this whole sexuality thing. It really has been confusing to me a lot lately. Especially after meeting and talking to a beautiful woman, well I thought she was a woman, I found out that she was a Transgender. I was even more confused than I have ever been before about all of this. I told her that everybody that has ever been attached to a penis was evil. Assaulted me, sexually molested me. Mistreated me horrendously. I hope that Miss Paige can help me. I have so many things running through my mind these days. It seems to be clearing from those meds that the doc was giving me. Probably under the orders of the perv leader that was Warden Tommy. I wonder if anyone cared that he disappeared? I was trying my best to keep pushing through the therapy sessions, gaining those prized victories to have the freedom to leave. Not long after Tommy disappeared, Eden showed up. I actually didn’t know her name until like a couple of weeks ago. Then some reason this crazy doctor that calls himself Sly, seems to be going out of his way to make the really calm ones here more insane. Then the ones that truly need help, he breaks them down more some how. I am going to do everything in my power to keep on winning. Capture that shiny trinket, then finally get my long thought about vengeance on Sin. After that, I hope she and I can make amends. Even my drawings and sketches are growing more and more jagged. Rough. Sharp edges. I think they are representing what my mind state has grown into. Wait. Is she coming now? Already? That was a quick response to my request. Interesting sound to her steps down the hall. I hope she doesn’t hate me or think my questions and confusion to be too crazy.”
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The grainy footage of the norm statically comes into focus in a split screen format. Left side is inside a cell. That cell belongs to Kiera Kartharsies. The right half shows the corridor, the assumption it is the corridor just outside Kiera's cell. KiKi is sitting at her desk, seemingly working on something. What it is, is unknown due to Kiera's back being towards the security camera. Suddenly coming down the hallway is the newest part of the Medi-Cal staff in the Sanatorium, Paige Matthews. She comes to a stop in front of a door. Simultaneously as Paige stops, KiKi sharply turns her concentration to the door. Paige opens the door wearing a white doctor jacket, nice black tights, black boots, her blonde hair is tied loosely into a ponytail. It's pretty much been a long time since Paige arrived at the desk where Kiki is at. She sits down on the chair and crosses her legs over the other.PAIGE MATTHEWS:
”Welcome to this session, Kiki! How are you feeling? I mean, after that little episode a few weeks ago. Seems like, after that little episode, you've changed.”
Kiera at first retracts. Holding her project close to her chest. After Paige speaks, however, KiKi from a few weeks back returns.KIKI KARTHARSIES:
"Changed? I haven't really changed Miss Paige. No ma'am. I just stopped the fear of taking control of me. I'm not in full control of what I do and say. As for how I'm feeling? I feel really good but I've got some confusion floating through my noggin."
Paige who continues to listen to what Kiki said. Her eyes remain on her and she nods.PAIGE MATTHEWS:
”What kind of confusion do you have? You can tell me, Kiki. I promise you that I'm not going to judge you. Unlike the rest of the docs around here, I actually want to help you out.”
Kiera was a little concerned it seemed as her face twisted in such a way.KIKI KARTHARSIES:
"Well Miss Paige, I find myself confused about what the outer world calls sexuality. I'm a female, and normalcy dictates that I should be solely attracted to males. Searching for the proper mate of the male side of our species. But I find myself attracted to men, women, and even transsexuals. Is this wrong Miss Paige?"
She leans back into her cheer and dare not judge her. She understands that sexual emotions are a thing in life. Her brown eyes staring deeply into her eyes.PAIGE MATTHEWS:
“Honestly? No, it's not wrong. Granted, as a female, it's our job to have children with the male species. But in some cases, a woman who is attracted to a transsexual can be somewhat normal. But the question is, is it male to female or female to male Transsexual?”
Kiera ponders the inquiry a moment.KIKI KARTHARSIES:
"Actually I believe she is more of a shemale. Is that right? I should've read on this stuff before even having this conversation."
PAIGE MATTHEWS:
“Kiki, we don't use shemale here. They are transsexual. But, tell me, love! Why is this bothering you? Is this something that's been bothering you for a long time? And who is this Trans person you're talking about?”
The young woman stared across the desk at the female doctor.KIKI KARTHARSIES:
"I'd rather not say her name right now. But she has been kind to me. Seemingly supportive of what is going on within these walls. I haven't really thought about it until recently honestly. Maybe I should just let things flow and see what happens, no matter who might come into my life. Can we talk about something else now?"
PAIGE MATTHEWS:
“Okay, let's talk about your upcoming match against V. Do these sexual feelings toward the male species going to distract you? Did you have these feelings you faced Eli? I want you to be honest with me, Kiki. I want you to feel comfortable around me if we should continue this session.”
A soft almost adorable chuckle escapes Kiera as she looks at Paige.KIKI KARTHARSIES:
"No the sexual attraction and what not doesn't come into play when these fight therapy sessions happen. Especially when facing males. That ingrained fear and distrust in them is constantly there. Plus I happen to know Copehead has a girly friend. What do you want to know about this guy V? Besides him dating Sin and he defeated her last show."
PAIGE MATTHEWS:
“How do you feel about the match? Trust them or not, do you think you can handle it? Your mind is on Sin, and now on V. You have to think this could be overwhelming for you?”
Kiera slowly puts down the project she was working on, face down.KIKI KARTHARSIES:
"My mind is on the big shiny trinket that I could capture at the end of all this. V is dangerous. A little more off the rocker than I am. To be honest though Miss Paige, I really don't think while I'm in the sessions. I simply react or be proactive when the opportunity is there. I could be getting a visit from Sin during this session, but I handled myself quite well against two people last show didn't I?"
PAIGE MATTHEWS:
“I ain’t saying that you didn’t, Kiki. I just don't want this to overwhelm you is all. I just want you to be ready for what is to come. You’re talented, and I see that. Listen, I want you to take time away from all this for now and clear your mind. I want you to really let it sink in and figure out your plans. Can you do that?”
Kiera peers at the blonde bombshell doctor and nods with a sly grin, something that she has never done before.KIKI KARTHARSIES:
“I have been trying my best not to think about any of it, but it doesn’t go away, but I know what you mean Miss Paige. Thank you so much for your help and advice. I can’t wait to have more sessions with you.”
They both stand, Kiera smiles as Paige leaves the cell, it must be her natural walk, but it seemed as though she sauntered out of the cell, then down the hallway where she came from. Kiera sits back down and slouches back into her chair. Her eyes light up some, but her facial expression goes stern. Serious. The grainy footage then statics out then leaves the screen blank.------------============------------
“Holy shit KiKi, I think Miss Paige is not only a good looking woman, she seems to actually care. Wanting to figure this sexuality thing out and wants my mind to be focused on this next fight therapy session. Yes. The one that decides who will take on Nikki Caldwell for the shiny trinket that they call the Asylum championship. Alright KiKi, let’s talk about this guy V. The boyfriend or something to Sin. Was Sin hurt when he defeated her? Wait. Why in the hell am I caring about her feelings. She didn’t care about mine when she jumped me unprovoked. I wasn’t sure if V was showing compassion toward the end of that match. Holy shit I said it. Anyway. He seemed undecided maybe? I don’t even know if it was the right match I was watching really. Sin was there. Let me go into my memory banks for this. Okay they aren’t working properly. Maybe I was romanticizing that. Thinking that either one of them care in a way in the old black and white romantic movies. He forced Sin to tap. She gave a good effort. I bet it would be difficult for me to make her tap. His size is what did her in. But I have beat, or survived as I used to say, big guys before. Copehead being the most recent. But there was that Blade guy. Sin and I beat some rather large scary fools months ago. Hell I used the power of primal, banshee screaming to beat Elijah. Oh wait, this is one of those things that is all gimmicky as the wrestlers of the past say. What did they call it again? A fun house match? No that isn’t it. Oh yeah, a Hardcore House of fun thing where there will be weapons suspended around us as we are in that ring thing. Last show it was a cage. This show it is a weapon choice game. That could be my game changing thing. Nab a lightweight thing and crack big V over the damn head until he isn’t moving anymore. Am I willing to cripple, even kill a person in this world? I have done it before out of fear. Now I am fueled by the rage of my past. I don’t think anyone can stop me. I am only dreaming as I sleep, of that shiny beautiful trinket. V is left before Nikki. I want to win this…”